“Who am I that he would Love me?”
I woke up this morning feeling rested physically and empty on the inside, I was grateful the rested part.
I didn’t waste any time laying in bed however, because I knew Logan would be awake in less than ten minutes so I had to hurry if I wanted to get a shower for the day…
I quickly knelt and said a prayer and then jumped in the shower. I often continue to talk to Heavenly Father in my head as the morning gets started, (oh come on I know we all do that sometimes! Just because I’m depressed doesn’t mean I’m crazy!)
Anyways, as I was talking to him and asking him for help, a song came to my head.
I hadn’t thought of this song IN YEARS!
I grew up in an LDS (mormon) home. My mom bought these little videos called the Living Scriptures videos. Remember them? I LOVED THEM! My most favorite one was a Book of Mormon one called “The Savior in America”. As silly as they seem now I know they were crucial to helping me know Jesus Christ. I remember as a little girl, watching it and I knowing the Savior knew me and loved me.
I remember crying because I felt so much peace and light, specifically from this scene below.
This morning this song came to my mind as I showered and it filled the emptiness. I know that faith and prayer sometimes don’t fix depression. Not because they can’t, but because sometimes the Lord has things for us to learn before he’ll just take our problems away, but he CAN make our burden lighter. He can also guide us to the right help, he’s done that for me.
I was DELIGHTED to find the actual video on youtube, please enjoy!